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Chelsey I'm twenty and a junior in college. The future scares the hell out of me, but I'm ready for some good changes. I used to think I had a big heart, but I've come to realize how cold it really is. I have the most amazing sisters,mother, and niece I could ever ask for. I'm not really good with these things, so pce!


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Name: Chelsey
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Interests: being a napping champion. smiles. snugglin. lauren anna. road trips. autumn. my messy comfy bed. hand holding. driving just to clear my head. acousitc songs. makin that ca$h money. good books.
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Thursday, March 01, 2012

“I didn’t want to kiss you goodbye — that was the trouble — I wanted to kiss you goodnight. And there’s a lot of difference.” - Ernest Hemingway.

But if you really love somebody, you always love them.. don't you? Isn't there always some small part of you that still reads their horoscope in the newspaper everyday?

I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it, and when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it.
I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me.

I don't know how to explain the numbness I feel. I guess the only way that even comes close is waking up in the morning, and knowing you're awake, but not feeling alive.

With my fingertips I trace on your bare skin all of the things I'd like to say but cannot speak. You mean everything. There are not quite words enough to tell you all the things that you've become for me.

no matter how long it's been there are still times when I think of you and suddenly it gets harder to breathe.

And all this hurt will be worth while in the end. You'll see.

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Thursday, January 19, 2012

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.

I have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away. They may say I am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe. I know well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.